Crying heart out

I've never asked anything on my birthdays before
I've never wanted so much something like now
This is the first time ever I really want something
How funny life is:
The only thing I really want this year I won't have
'Cause the only one who could give it to me won't do that
No way.

"I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think I love you anymore"

(I Don't Think I Love You - Hoobastank)